I am a girl of 20 without a regular boyfriend right now but there is a guy I talk to via Facebook and see from time to time. He is 24 or maybe 25.
We ran into one another at a party and greeted one another like old mates. It was a birthday celebration and we all had a lot to drink.
I went back to his place afterwards instead of home because he lived nearby. We flopped down on the sofa and he poured more drinks. Then he put his arm round me and started very gradually to undress me. His hands were everywhere but it felt OK and I just let him get on with it. I knew where it was leading.
We moved into his bed and had full sex. A while later we did it again and then again when we woke in the morning.
After that we just said our goodbyes and that was it. The thing is, he is constantly on my mind. I have never felt like this about anyone.
I am not sure whether I am feeling awkward and embarrassed but something stops me from popping up to him.
I think I am scared because my feelings are so strong. I know it was just casual sex and that he may have not given it another moment’s thought. I am frightened of a rejection after what was just a boozy, sexy night.
What can you recommend?