I am only 15 but I have fallen in love with a man of 30 and I am not sure whether he likes me.
I have never had a boyfriend before and this man is really special. The trouble is that he is one of my teachers and he is married with two children. His wife is a teacher too - at my little sister’s school - and she’s very pretty and really nice.
Every time I go into his class I get a funny feeling in my stomach. I keep looking at him and I can’t take in anything he is teaching us. I know that if my grades fall, I shall be moved into a lower group. I don’t want that because it means that I would not see him any more.
I think about him all the time and I dream about what it would be like to be with him, although I know this is never going to happen.
I have spoken to my best friend how I feel and she just told me not to worry about it. That made me feel a bit better about it but it didn’t stop how I feel about him.
I don’t know what to do about it though, because I feel very insecure when I am around him.