I first had sex with my lover on the floor of the office “working late” one night.
I’ve fallen for him, but he’s married with kids and I know that he’ll never get free.
I’m a 21-year-old girl admin assistant in an engineering company. The work’s pretty dull but the people are great. This guy is funny and fit and he makes me go weak at the knees when he smiles. He’s 42 and a department head.
At first we just chatted and joked when I did my rounds with the post. He made me feel special and cute and soon I was spending more time in his part of the building than anywhere else.
He always works late as he lives miles away and leaves when the traffic has gone. I started to work late as well. One night the place was deserted except for us two.
He got me a drink and said I’m the best-looking thing in the building and told me I brighten his day when I walk through the door.
I said I felt just the same about him and he looked quite surprised. He gave me a kiss and the next thing I knew we were down on the floor having sex.
We’re in an affair and it’s lasted for nearly three months. We have sex when we can – in my flat, in the office, in his car. Wherever we do it, it’s always a dream. He says that he loves me but told me straight out that he won’t leave his wife or his kids.
I want him so much, every day of my life. I can’t get him out of my mind. It’s driving me crazy but what can I do?